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I keep looking for your love,

but it's not there anymore,

It's been used up, 

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but you, 

you have this habit,

this habit of keeping tabs on me,

dependence.

but you, 

you like the attention,

you like me chasing you,

ego.

but me,

I want the attention,

I want to be seen,

ego.

I want to be cared for,

I want to be needed,

I want to be guided,

dependence.

My patience is failing, 

my heart is hurting,

My love is not yet,

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